To be or not to be … this is the problem … or Truth or falsity

I will begin with a famous quote by Abraham Lincoln (1809-1865) who used to say,

“The character is like a tree, and the reputation is its shadow. We care about the shadow, but we really should think about the tree.”

I will try to tell another interesting episode of my life even at the risk of not being read by anyone, but I still take this risk for those who do it, because I think that if I started my literary debut in this by opening up the “book of my life,” perhaps later I may write a novel or an interesting novel that could be read on the unspoiled one night and provide me with a position in the golden hierarchy of successful writers.Why not?… Dreams … or do I want too much?

A new interesting hobby, but cares not to neglect the others (art photography, for example …), but on the contrary to cultivate it, to take it further, so I can overcome the inflection points of life, which will become a sinusoid which, as it grows, grows more and more in accordance with my dreams and desires, which I wish with all my soul and heart.

A day like any other, simple, annoyed, bloody, one day even if you want to do something special, you should think well before it starts.The same problems that fit into some patterns and which at one point become routine, risen, washed, internet, worried about pet food, etc…

What else can you do when you retire and no longer a permanent job than the one you set it up for?In other words, you are your own master mastering your own manager.Most of the time, everything becomes boring, I honestly envy those people who still have a job.Sporadically there is a problem that solves it for a fee to the various people who ask me.

For example, there was no evening, no night reading more than an hour, giving up the slavery to the internet.It has become an indelible custom, but it gives me great satisfactions.

When I go out of town to take pictures, if I do not find interesting subjects to instigate me and cause me to take pictures, I go to all the libraries that I meet on my way, look at books, see last appearances, and if I really find something to my taste, I buy them for the money I have in my pocket.Nevertheless, I have never allocated money for this because I do not hesitate to buy something I like, even at the risk of not having enough money on that day.

I never give up spiritual, spiritual food, and I am covens as if you were doing the same thing in your turn.It is a natural, normal, and not very pleasant habit.

Go to the park, sit down on a bench, and with trembling hands of happiness, open a book by browsing the page, with great care not to bend, not to siphon as if you had an invaluable object in your hand the little jewel that you enjoy enormously.

In other words, the life you have is limited to the karma generated at birth is actually a prisoner of your own borders that can hardly be overcome.Ambition and fear of the unknown can influence the desire to overcome them, but only in the situation where you think positively.Can it?Surely yes, if there is of course a certain condition, the will and why not the desire to start and explore the unknown.

I have proposed many things to do in my life, but so far I have only achieved a few, not many.But I’m convinced that eventually I will succeed.

And here I have successfully managed to do two diametrically opposed trades as the essence, but which have often brought me satisfaction.When I was very young I tried to get into the essence of things, to understand them, to inform, to read so much to be able to enter society as a man with the forehead and to have stability at certain levels.

If you are not informed and you do not have a solid culture, you cannot cope with certain thematic discussions, risking your position and shaving against others.

Reading books develops your thinking by focusing on certain horizons you often want to touch, and you have the possibility, according to the interlocutor, either to rise to his or her level or to get down to his level so you can have a discussion interesting and creative.

I was lucky I could say I have this talent, and not that I made the statement, but the words of one or the other.Others struggle throughout life, some succeed, but most do not give up nervous because they have no chance of realizing what they really wanted.

Previously we said how I managed to have more jobs (I am repeating not a yes man), and no one can tell me that he would not have wanted a better paid job, or more stability in the job, or more a lot of security of tomorrow, because I cannot believe it.

Let’s say that through a non-jurors contest we arrived at the Police Department.Will it come to believe?I’m convinced that I do not, and when I remember this opportunity I’m happy to laugh.Will you ask why?Well they are not all people?The answer is yes, but with some restrictions, restraints, as the police officers are part of a special guild, as well as the motor mechanics that are all around the crank.

I do not know if my exposure can be considered too academic at the level of their tag, in other words cops can also be divided into several categories, and honestly, they recognize their mistakes but outside the guild.

Do not you tell me that you did not hit them on the street, or that you never took a fine by running around without having to blame?Either by mistake, or by their desire to resolve the plan for fines for that day.That is and they are people being mistaken for many times, that’s why I said I’m a great guild.

My job at the Police Department was to take over the IT department of the unit, teach them how to work with the computer and new software, repair PCs when needed, troubleshoot software in other words to service and maintain, and to implement programs specific to police activities.I do not want to get in too much detail, but my status was the same as my own (a cop in other words).

Interesting is the fact that I was dealing with various police characters from the slightest degree to the highest degree, being directly subordinated to the boss, the Director, but not tangent with his weaponry and the part of the crime, which is those specializing in this kind of work.

The computers had to be kept in operation, as well as the internet, which often had to be extended by the people who had access to it.

My luck was the amount of money we received at each end of the month, plus the food norm and extra money for clothing and footwear, or between us, I never wore the uniform, but the police badge I was obliged to port, a big badge like a sheriff star.

When they gave me the badge and I put it, we resembled John Wayne after a long night of beating or Clint Eastwood after a lost poker game.So I did not face the cop in any form, and like a joke I could say more like a “seaman with a drugged paratrooper, when he finds out after dropping, he has no parachute.”That’s the real reason why when I remember I always laugh.

Once I was summoned to an emergency meeting because I was head of the IT department where the Director seeing me asks me: What are you doing here?I answer naively: Was I also called? And what shall I do not come?Okay, but it’s not your job, do you come only when I call you?I answered elusively: I understood Director, that’s what I will do!You realize that I have had a great joy that I left, for the discussions that were going to be held there were thematic issues, not my competence, and I simply did not support the sessions in any way.

I also had critical situations when I had to recover the police database, because a slumber, I do not know how he managed to erase it.Finally, I managed to recapture it in 4-5 hours, which for me was technically successful, but that brought me a salary increase from the director, money I needed not for diplomas.

At first I quarreled with him for various reasons, and he was in the statement that “machine and woman is everybody’s good,” a typical policeman thinking, plus the fact that he thought he was “siphon” and would reveal to someone of the secrets that were there.

Obviously, I never did it because my professional ethics did not allow me to do this, plus the fact that the documents were secret, and what would they use for me?Lose a well-paid job?

I was not lucky to work in a big software company as I had originally dreamed of, I had not crossed some barriers, and not because I was not well prepared, but I did not have the necessary support, and to be a teacher in a school I do not think I would have had too much patience with the students.

What to do it was my luck, but if I stay well and think, it was beneficial to me because I learned many new things that I would not otherwise have known.The great desire was to get into a sophisticated high-level academic environment and not in the Police Department, but the games were already made, the fact that we were well paid offset other things.

I have always been an open mind, returning to the beginning, I only knew to read, to learn (as I do now) to inform myself and not to make money as others have managed to do, anyway in my life you can have it all, but you have to limit yourself, and I do not want that.

I sadly recall the words of a bank director who made me feel humiliated in those moments: What do you use all the licenses and master you hardly gotten?To which I, with much courage, replied, “Sir!in the morning when I look in the mirror I’m not ashamed of my image, otherwise I would spit on the mirror or shatter it shamefully”.

Do not you think I was offended?And yet the answer I gave me confidence in me and gave me the hope of going forward with my forehead, as I do now.

Quote by a quote from Sun Tzu’s Nobility Art of War: “Here are the least skilled because they are going to be puppets in a top-level game. Their role, which they have to play without knows, is to keep the apparent lack of understanding and intelligence at the level of leadership. “

So what was I in my life?I sit and ask, pawn, crazy or horse? On the virtual chessboard of life…

I think the answer comes from an ancient thought “Fear of danger, before you make it happen, when the danger already exists, do not be afraid, face it”

And I do the same, do not you think?

February7/2018